November 23, 2009

youre never satisfied.

sometimes the things that you think that you want aren't really what you want..

After 2 Years i was released as Activites Chairwoman. I asked to be released.

Now I am a Gospel Principles Teacher. This starts a new and uncomfortable chapter in my life. But it seems to be going good but,

I think i want to be activites chairwoman again.

September 21, 2009

such a pain.

SO about 2 months ago, exactly, i hurt my back. It happened to be while we were celebrating my 21st birthday at the dog house. Tubing was my all time favorite activity this season. It was so much fun. We would do tube wars, wear Nacho Libre Masks, Jump the wake, and see how much air we could get. I happened to be one of the braver girls, pride, it's my down fall, and decided if the boys could do it so could I. I got some massive air. I cleared that wake Many of times. I was so good at staying on the tube it was scary. So that just made the driver, my dad or Gregory, just want to get me off even more. Well I crashed, and i crashed hard. I wasn't in any pain really. I just knew it was time to stop for the day. It wasn't until about 2 days later that i felt the pain, and it hurt, hurt bad!!! My Leg was in so much pain it wasn't funny. My lower back, at the time i thought it was my butt, was unbearable. I had Sharp pains, I couldn't stand on my leg for more than five minutes without it going numb and tingling and have sharp shooting pains down it. I couldn't sit, stand, sleep, I was in pain. We just thought that it needed rest, ice and heat would make it go away they said. Everyone thought it was my sciatic nerve. I got a massage from our friend Ana Aiono, yeah i just got bruised... not her fault by the way she was amazing. After awhile I got used to the pain. I even deiced to ride on the tube again, it was calling my name. It was hurting on the tube but i was having so much fun i didn't want to stop. After that the pain changed. I could stand longer on my leg, it didn't have too much of a sharp shooting pain down it. I was getting used to it. But it still hurt really bad. So my family and i decided to go to the doctor. I went to my family doctor who told me to go to a chiropractor or a physical Therapist. So i went to the Chiropractor. Not a good Choice. I was told i had all these problems and that he may be able to fix it if i came to him for 40 more times and spend $2300 dollars. No Thank you. My family decided if its that bad i need to go see a specialist. I am now going to a back specialist out in orange, and i am finally getting answers. I went and i am finally getting answers. I got an MRI last Monday and I'm waiting for the results. He told me That i May have a herniated Disc in my back and that i have a fracture on my vertebra. Those are some serious things my friends. I am currently going to physical therapy until i go back to orange next month. Hopefully things will get better and my pain will go away, because having pain, any kind of pain, is such a PAIN!!!

May 5, 2009

ch ch ch changessss...

Oh the Changes...

*March 2008*

*April 2009*

ily tini... my lil mango..

March 3, 2009

Bad Hair day???

So I'm trying to grow out my hair, and its taking me forever! I've been taking not only one but 2 types of hair growing pills and it seems to be taking a lifetime!!! AHH... and now its in that extremely awkward stage so its like not that cute.. I'm hairdresser my hair NEEDS to be cute! it's like too grown out to do the things i used to do, but too short to do anything else! its pissing me off man! but at the end of the day its just hair. even though it gets on my freaking nerves...

February 26, 2009


Today i happened to be skimming through the channels on the TV, and saw that Click was on. Lucky for me i turned it on at my favorite part. It's the part in the movie that makes me cry. Its when Adam Sandler is older and runs his own company and his son works for him and his father comes in and tries to persuade him to come to some event. The father tries to convince him to come by showing him how he does a quarter trick. Adam Sandler blows up at him and tells him he knows how to do that trick! Adam makes his father upset, but all his father says is i love you son, and leaves crying.... this part always gets to me. I hate seeing elderly people cry. But what i get from this is that no matter what you do or how you live your life your parents are always going to love you. and you should always love them too.... if you haven't seen the movie click, i would. its pretty good.. especially that part.

February 6, 2009

Show me those Pearly Whites... :)

A Smile can Brighten up someones day.

Sometimes you have to fake a smile...

And Sometimes you have to make yourself laugh....

Sometimes you just need to make a funny face!!!

But in the end... smiling is the best. :)

January 13, 2009

Brothers and Sisters...

I Have 3, now 4 Brothers... Gregory, Josh, Frank, and now Chris. I have 4 sisters... Shelly, Sabrina, Brooke, and Mandi. We are FAMILY. We may not all be Blood related, but we are family. And my family keeps growing everyday. I always Knew there were supposed to be more than just me and my brother, and now i have LOTS of brothers and sisters, whom i love like they were my own flesh and blood. I also know that my parents Love them too, and would do A LOT for them.

Gregory is my blood brother, i've grown up with him and i love him. We didn't always get along but now we are real good friends. Considering thats all i wanted to be growing up, his friend.

Joshua is my brothers best friend. He is one of my best friends too. We have a lot in common. He is a good person and a wonderful helper. He has been with us since his high school years and will be with us forever.

Shelly is the big sister i never had. She lived with us for like 6 months all together. We became really close. Close enough for us to fight like sisters. I love her and i lover her new husband Chris. Who is a brilliant guy and treats shelly so amazing! I can't wait to be an aunti some time!

Sabrina is a great person to talk to. She always listens to you and is concerned with you. She is an amazing sister. She is the one who you do not want to get in a fight with, she can be brutal. but we love her. She has been with us since her baptism.

Franklin is my twin. haha. Not really. Frank we have had for almost a year now. He and Sabrina are getting married some time soon. Frank is a great person, and loves and cares for everyone. He is so loveable and hugable.

Brooke is my Best Friend, and my Sister. She is so strong and beauiful. She is tendarhearted and loving. She has opened her bubble to us about a year ago. She will always be a great friend and companion for someone. I love her.

Mandi is my Other Best friend. She is my partner in crime. She is funny and airheaded a little. But that is why we love her. She is not afraid to ask a question even if it is so stupid. She is awesome. I love that beautiful girl.

As for me. I am greatful. Greatful for friendships, family, and memories. People can change your life. These are the people who have changed my life.